The Stories of Me

The Start of The Maelstrom

2012-01-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

It felt like yesterday that I started my 16th year life at school. Time really flies when you're having great time, worst or first it doesn't matter, time waits for no man. That's the harsh truth.

But nothing is something if you don't take what it has to offer to you. The year Two Thousand Eleven had a lot in store for me, and I was a sucker for it. I learnt a lot of values and lessons along the way. I've gained many friends, and subsequently, I've gained foes too. And I can't stress more on what I experienced the last year.

Amongst all the confusion and hectic moments, God gave me a preview of one of His graciousness. He introduced me to a precious feeling called Love. Yes, this is what I lived on last year, to be honest. Let me share with you a story. It all started on February. Allah subtly introduced me to one of His humble creations. It was her. It was my first time in 16 years that I felt Love. I have to agree that it is a very, very powerful feeling. A force that shouldn't be reckoned with, I say. I felt so happy, so euphoric, so fly. I knew that, that moment was a moment to be cherished. Yes I did. My feelings for her were strong. I knew I wanted to be her best ever, the man for the woman. I tried my best. Unknowingly, I've changed into a better person in that period. Somewhere in the middle, we hit a bump. It broke me into pieces, and as a side product, I've grown stronger, and better. I lived a lone wolf life after that.

I prayed to God. And I wanted Him to answer. And alhamdulillah he did. So, when His Graciousness gave me a second chance, I took it with no second thought. I was very grateful and happy. You know, I loved her very much, more than I love myself. That's a cold fact. Yes, I enjoyed every moment of it. Until, an unfortunate turn of events trashed me. It was the end of us. God denied us. I believed He has something better for us. I have faith in that.

So, that's the end of the story. Even though it has nothing much interesting, it holds something precious for me. And before ending this, to whoever you are, I just want to say thank you, for giving me on of the best moments in my life. And I apologize for whatsoever deeds that I have done wrong. I hope you do forgive me. I wish you the best of luck for 2012 and the upcoming years.

And whatever that waits for me this year, just know that, I'm being my best to become a better person. With that, I conclude.

Somewhere I Belong

2011-12-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

When this began,

I had nothing to say,
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
I was confused,
And I let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
Inside of me,
But all that they can see the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
Nothing to lose,
Just stuck, hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own,

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long,
Erase all the pain till it's gone,
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real,
I wanna find something I've wanted all along,
Somewhere I belong,

And I've got nothing to say,
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face,
I was confused,
Looking everywhere only to find,
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind,
So what am I,
What do I have but negativity,
'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me,
Nothing to lose,
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own,

I will never know myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed,
I will never be anything till I break away from me,
I will break away, I'll find myself today,

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong,

Somewhere I belong

Thanks

The Farewell

2011-12-13T13:26:00.001+08:00

What does it feel like when I'm gone? What would happen to my friends back home? What, what would happen to me?

No, it's nothing. It all started when I was on my bed, wondering, what would happen if I migrate somewhere? Yes, I know this was a similar story before. I apologize about that old story, it wasn't my fault but it got cancelled by some reason. This time, it's more of a possibility. I can't really say if this is 100% true or what but if it is, I'm sorry. That's all I could say.

Just know that deep inside, I'm sad about this. I would never want to leave my friends behind.

Marshall Mathers once said

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn, Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain,Just smile back

So smile and I'll smile back. And don't worry about me, I'll be fine

Haters Gonna Hate

2011-12-06T11:29:00.001+08:00

It wasn't my fault. I don't mind. All I know was I did my bloody best, and then we had a mutual agreement. Nothing much. And now, you're hating me for what I did to her? Yeah, smart move. Okay, go ahead hate me all you want. Think whatever you want. She forgave me, dammit. I forgave her a long time ago. We're friends now. There's no meat between us so could you just please stop being the thorn stuck in my life. It hurts to know that some one hates you, you know. And I hate that. So, please? We didn't do wrong. I didn't do wrong.

Up to you

SSA

2011-12-03T01:00:00.001+08:00

Yeah, that's my next target. I'm joining that club, for real. It's my passion, my love. Shooting, yeah. And have you ever heard of the M82 Barrett? I'm sure I've posted one of those hotties here. Gotta love that lovely rifle.

When that thing is in my hands. Something is bound to get destroyed

Btw, SSA means Selangor Shooting Association. Just wish me luck for anyting that would happen.

Battlefield!

2011-11-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

27th of November. The day started of with my daily Subuh prayer after mom woke me up. And then continued to sleep for a while. Then, mommy woke me up at 8 and got ready with myself and my spare clothes and got breakfast. Breakfast wasn't much as I was bloody anxious of the battlefield. Yeah, the battlefield.

And then I travelled to the Megat's residency. As I arrived I saw Khan Hamidy and Megat Nasir playing co-op on UC3. And yeah, it's been a quite long time since I've seen Khan. So, we were there waiting for Redzuan perhaps. After all has been set, we're good to go and we go! Mid journey, there was this douche, almost hit the front bumper and when we honked, he was pissed. WTF man?

Arriving at Mid Valley, we headed off to Galactic Laser, the place for the game. Well, we just hang around and Nasir dragged us up for a not-so-aerial view of the dark, gruesome playground. Lol, overness. And then we were waiting for Faiq, he was walking from KK. It took him long =P No offence yeah brother? After a rendezvous with him. We entered the place. Paid RM50 and got myself into my spare which is the Barca jersey and yeah Redzuan had the urge to 'melee' me in the warzone. Heck, it knew it was intense so I knew it was going to be wet. Not that kinda wet though.

The A-Team
From left: Nasir, Redzuan, Khan, Faiq

Briefing was done and first round was a Free-For-All match and I was damned like shit. What? It was my first time right? First round goes like this, I was trying out the laser gun thingy a.k.a phaser, I guess. Seems nice as I'm used to guns and war, in games only mind you. I got the aiming part down. And I believed that reaction time had alot to do with my survival. First round starts! I ran up to corners hiding from sight, shooting people who were oblivious to my presence behind them. "Rapid Fire", the gun exclaimed, signifying I achieved a killstreak of three. And yes, it didn't last as long I as I expected but yeah I love it. And the best part in the first match was I get to pwn a camper! Yeah, effing camper! He was like "Damn you!" and I replied "Fucking camper!". And there were more. Next we check the scores and I was deemed 4th. Hey, that's not bad for a n00b is it? And we took our rest for a while.

Second round was a Team Deathmatch match. We were Red team. Feels like BF3! Entering the arena and we chose to cover one spot as it increased our chance of survival, and prevailing perhaps. And when the round started, we got off to a very sweet start. Yeah, no offence but those guys weren't much of a challenge this round as they intruded our territory one-by-one. We just shoot that's all. It all was good until they raided our position. We had to split and there was my, and our, downfall. I got cornered on the top floor, by a girl. Such humiliation. After the round ended, we were still the first team. Yeah, we own.

Third team was a Squad Deathmatch as we were divided into three teams. We were Blue and we were perfectly grouped, no other stranger were there. Again, we entered the warzone, chose our spot and then there were kids ruining our surprise factor. We were quite hidden from plain sight. No, we aren't ninjas, just we took cover. Match starts! And we dittoed the last match's strategy. We did quite well until there were campers on the top floor and chasers. FYI, chasing is forbidden. NOOBS! Nothing much to say about this round. Except that this was the WORST round out of the three.

The worthy opponents

Post-match Drake

Tired Faiq

The Champ!

The Epic Team

All in all, Laser Tag was damn fun. Quite the addiction.

Fly!

2011-11-27T23:33:00.001+08:00

There, there you go! You've grown up now, you did! You were once the tiny caterpillar now you are the elegant, beautiful, butterfly. Now go! Fly, and never cry as we grow older and wry, I believe you can. I have faith in you! Thank you and you're welcome.

That's you now!

The New Addiction

2011-11-27T00:02:00.001+08:00

Nothing new in life? Hell no! I got the best thing on Earth ever, since slice bread, no, even precise since Uncharted 2: Among Thieves. Here, the awesome masterpiece!

Current Wallpaper =)

I was surprised this was on my bed

Better this than women on my bed =P

Drake! We love you!

A discreet answer

2011-11-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

Marco Polo hid his answers. Sir Francis Drake hid his clues. Shakespeare hid his meanings. But I, honestly, I hid nothing. Yeah, that's been said. Okay, well, to make it clear let me state it again.

Here it goes, remember that time when we promised to be good friends after that? I tried to be that 'good friend' and I hope I did. But I felt as if I failed in that department as I failed to help you during your downs. True. Next, I've been a total jackass in your life and I know I have been one of your biggest regrets in life (perhaps). And yeah, I know I left a scar. And I regret leaving that scar, that's why I said I wanted it to be a happy end so no scars were there. Next, I realized that you're facing difficulties lately. I know you're going through a lot because of me in the not-so-distant pass, and as a friend, I couldn't just lay back and game all I want while a friend is suffering from stress and stuff. So, I had to do something and that was the something. Lastly, I just want you to know that I'm still a friend, no matter what. And honestly, sometimes I do feel that our friendship is going apart but I try and make myself believe it isn't. And thanks for all the times yeah? Keep smiling okay?

So, there goes all my reasoning. And I'm not lying =)

All Men Dream, But Not Equally

2011-11-24T19:30:00.001+08:00

"All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible. "

T.E. Lawrence

Yes, it's undeniable that we all dream. But we are the 'night dreamers', we never stood up to our challenge. Yeah, it's a fact. So what's with all this? Well, it's the calm before the storm, the light before the darkness, the peace before the war. Yes, the examination, SPM, is less than a year for me, for 0812. And I solemnly swear that this will be the epic ending. And I will be that 'dreamers of the day'. I will bring the achievement to my self and my family. And I will stand among the standers. And I won't fall!

Thank you Nathan Drake for teaching me values I've never come to notice in this life. You are one of the awesome-est person I've ever knew.

....

A quiet prayer

2011-11-23T18:39:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah,

Truly, I've been a bad boy this year,

And truly, I've tried my best to be a good boy but failed,

I failed papers, I broke rules, I did the did-nots,

But Allah the Most Gracious, the one thing I really regret this year is,

Breaking 'her' heart,

Ya Allah,
I still want to be friends with her,

So, please forgive me,
Please forgive her,

Please find her a better person than me,

Please take care of her heart,

Please lighten her burden,

Please don't make the others pressure her bad,
I never meant for this, Ya Allah,
Even now, I still care for her, Ya Allah,

And lastly please forgive my sins against her,

Ya Allah,

I'm just one of your weak persons,

So, Ya Rabbi, I hope this prayer is heard out

Ya Mukalibul Qulub Sabith Qalbi,

Wa'aladhinika,

Wa'alatho'atika,

Subahanakainikuntum

Amin, Amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Shooter!

2011-11-18T17:37:00.001+08:00

I've always wanted to inflict massive damage from afar. So, tell me, is it possible to kill someone from a mile?

M82 Barrett.

It looks so deadly. I love it BUT I can't have it lah kan? Military standards. So, would I join the army for this? Nah, not really. Think I should join the marksman sports?

Those Ears?

2011-11-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

After listening with some crappy earphones, I decided to buy temporary earphones just for the sake of listening songs with better sound quality. But it got boring after a tad while and those temporaries lost its shine in quality. In short, it doesn't satisfy. So, a visit to a local computer store reminded me of something. Yeah, there was wireless mice, anti-virus products, some gaming laptop (not a single damn was given that day), and there was Logitech. Yeah, Logitech, tons of gaming and computing goods. And there was it, I saw my dream baby. There it was, glimmering in its obsidian box. The Ultimate Ears 200! And then it hit me, I got no cash. But then suddenly my dad said "Take it if you want it" and then I was like, on cloud 10.

Really awesome IEMs

These in-ear monitors (IEM) are really worth the bang for the buck. More perhaps. Quite a recommendation to buy these. No regrets.

Till then.

A Subtle Reminder

2011-11-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

After all those times with everything, I realized that it was all a feint story in my life until something came crashing into me. That something was quite a big smack in the face which made me see what's life all about.

Life is all about what we did, are doing and will be doing. What we did in the past was something quite irrelevant to our current self but it was acutally the very seed that created us in the first place. The past was actually important in our experience building process. So don't worry if you failed as failing is a big process in learning. We learn from our mistakes right? And then comes the present. This is where we are now. Often took for granted, the present is the time we should stand up for le futura. Hehs, I'm struggling with the present but that's me, alot with struggles, so worry not fellow friends. And there's the future where awesome crap are invented and stuff. And there is where our epitome of life is, the very moment where we are on our ace high performance. But all this won't happen with our ups and downs in life. And to be honest, this year has been the best obstacle in my life so far, testing me from every aspect but especially on the emotion factor. And it quite hurts to be tested that way but it's the harsh preparation for life so yeah. By the way, Stay Tough Forever. I learned that from a fellow friend from the land of the South.

Thanks for everything friends and family. You're the best ever.

Like a Boss!

2011-09-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since this blog was updated. Probably dusty by now and I'm alergic to dust *achoo!

I got new friends form Sekolah Tun Fatimah, JB. You girls are damn awesome! Before any scandal conspiracy story comes up, let me tell you the exact reason for me having a stay there. It simply because of the Fully Residential School's International Symposium that was held on 9th-14th Sept. If you ask me the definition of cool, that event settles you question nuff said.

Well, after all that event, then comes tons of homework and crap. Isn't that just plain awesome? To be honest, I don't know what to type so here I go, rambling randomly on STF and friends. And to see how awesome I am *coughthisissovaincough* here is a 'boss' pic of me

There we go! I told you I looked rad! Oh yeah, I will be posting more posts soon enough so just hope I don't fall into another hiatus again guys =)

2011-09-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

I've had my repentance for all those things I've done. I've put my thought in it and I've seen my mistakes. I know I've made you more than mad. I maybe the worst boyfriend you've ever had but please, I don't want this to end this way. Yes, memang I was the wrong person. But I didn't do it on purpose. Sayang, 'bumi mana tidak ditimpa hujan?' I sincerely love you and this isn't a joke.

Okay fine, I just want you to take your time now, and loosen up. I'll be open so just tell me whatever you want, and I x kan marah. Never. Before anything, I'm sorry again.

The War

2011-08-13T12:25:00.000+08:00

Berjuang demi Tiberium!

2011-06-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

I'm off to Koleq. Synonymously, I'm off to hell guys.

To those I care, take care. I don't want to hear you hurt. I'll be back later. I'll be better.

The State of Mind! Again?!

2011-06-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

Train wreck. That explains me quite accurately. I'm not sure what, but my mind is what explains all these. Let's unravel some of the problems I face, in point form better :-

Add Maths, damn hard!
Friends, some of them won't even help
Teachers, or 'hellraisers' to be precise
The 'New' Rules, the schools "improved" rules
End-year exam, what am I gonna crap again this time
Some undone HW, quite a reason
Koleq's future, with everything already happened, it's just hell there
That damned Finale, trust me, it's a blessing-turned-curse situation
That damned training regime, I need to breathe damnit!
The juniors future, I don't want to leave them dead
I'm an arse, quite the selfish arse I am
Pondering on the future, self-explanatory
Mid-teen crisis' (?), maybe there is such a thing
Sleepless nights, don't know the cause of this
Hectic life at school, get's even worse
No time, when the heck am I to do my personal stuff?
Lot's of stuff left to do, stuff to do in class
People getting emotional on me for my problems, who the shit are you to judge me?
Feel worst for being the crap I am, self-explanatory
Keeps thinking of an unsolvable problem, it's unsolvable nuff said
Staying at the same spot, when the hell am I going to move on?
Coping with stress, that itself is stressful

Frankly speaking, I'm surprised to see all these. I thought I'd barely had problems. Seriously, if I'm ever going to improve in anyway, I'm guessing all of this have to go away but the question of 'how' would pop out and makes the conditions worse. It's just something that you can't wipe off in a single day. Oh God, please give me the solution(s) for this. Amin..

Mencalit Arang di Muka Sendiri!

2011-06-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

Almost became my DP on FB

Never accept dares and challenges that could kill you =P

Sharpshooter!

2011-06-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

Lately, I'm just lazy, or not in the mood, to type and crap up long posts so let the pictures do their work. After all, a picture is worth a thousand words right?

So, here goes.

Want that peripheral =(

Geeky, but sweet!

Best of the best =)

Just don't!

2011-06-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

I've already knew and studied stuff, so, the conclusion was

NEVER, EVER PUSH YOURSELVES

Makes your lives worse and destroys almost everything in life

Thank you

2011-06-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

Supposed to be 'the' great day, but hey, it was okay

Books!

2011-06-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

Reading this currently.

What Made Me Happy?

2011-06-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

...

....

Tadaa! Soft, suple, baby-like hands!

So what were you people thinking?!

Smile!

2011-06-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

Smiling like these random green smiling balls

Can I?

Fact!

Cute kittie!

The guidelines! =P

Makes you look perfect

In desperate times =P

Last but not least!

The State of Mind!

2011-06-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

Control the mind. When you control it, you control everything. And it affects the things around you. For instance :-

My locker, when I'm fully tensed with exams and crap

My locker, again, when I'm at serenity NOT serenti =P

And as a bonus, senang nak study!

Conclusion: Treat your mind, don't let your surroundings get you and kill you from the inside. Thus, hypothesis is accepted.

Nothing left.

2011-05-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

Honestly, in my brain, there's nothing left to tell out here on this blog. A few points maybe? But nonetheless I'm sleepy. I'll put more fancy pics up later on. I'm off to FB and/or gaming after this

The Console =)

2011-05-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

The hot, smoking piece of equipment in my house. And hot smoking piece of games that I own. All thanks to Me, Syazli Adam(lil' annoying brother) and Daddy and Mommy =)

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The old, lame, dusty Playsation 2

Packing it =)

Finally, decommissioned =D

Behold!

Behold! Again!

The legendary device, unboxed!

With two Killzone themed Sackboy figures =D
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Who couldn't resist all these?

The Moment!

2011-04-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

After all these years, after all the effort, at last, I've achieved lift off! Well, not really, actually I've just achieved in getting my very own awesome Sony PlayStation 3.

Yep, I had this hankering feeling since 2008. Yeah, you didn't read wrong. Quite a long time huh? So, today, on this very date, I will get 'the' PlayStation 3. I'll love it, and be loyal to it.

BUT, there is somebody I'm most loyal at =) You know who you are. Oh yeah, I love you more that anything else in the world combined kay. Don't worry, be happy, smile! Because when you smile, the world stops and stare for a while. Cause you're amazing, just the way you are =)

ILY!

Arrived Home!

2011-04-30T01:14:00.001+08:00

This time it's gonna be my holidays!

Upcoming this holidays are

1- PlayStation 3
2- Killzone 3
3- Crysis 2
4- Ultimate sleeping
5- Dedication posts =)
6- Minor ultimate BOREDOM!
7- Sad part =(
8- Back to school =( =(

So yeah, tell me if I missed anything out kay!

'Till then!

Interlude!

2011-03-20T03:50:00.000+08:00

Well, after a while, I really needed to try an express this feeling in such a way, that isn't really cool but it should be great. So here goes nothing.

The legend of Excalibur, a deep story, unfathomable by many, binds with a drop of pure Vasilios, the royal blood, able to cure even the darkest curse, forms an unbreakable bond creating an unstoppable power, feared even mountains tremble in cold fear.

Well, that's good for starters. Expect a sequel to come =)

'Till next time

Literacy!

2011-03-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

Having some time to relax and write a few stories is probably a good way to just have some fun.

It's gonna be EPIC!

It's all about the hormones!

2011-03-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

Feeling sick? Nausea? Migraine? Blurry visions? Blackouts? Well, never fear. Just blame your brain for it, heh.

Ehem, well I'm pretty much off the edge for this week. Tensed like hell, I can't even remember important dates currently. Let me list off what bugs me, just for the sake of clearing my mind not for sympathy, although that could be a bonus to it.

The PS2 trashed
Not getting a PS3 yet even though it's been 3 months
My camera's broken
Tons of HW to do
Need to memorize my music sheet
Helping out a friend on love probs that I couldn't really help
Sleep disorders
DAMNED SLOW FB!
Missing someone loved
And tons of quite small probs that combine to form a huge one

I don't blame all this for the knots in my head. I purely blame my hormones for overproducing thus crashing my processing systems. Heh, and I really can't thank 'her' enough for keeping me company during my lonely hours. And I hope I don't go bonkers from all this mishaps.

'Till then!

It's never too late!

2011-03-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, as the title says.

I know I messed up your day, I know I've crapped up everything, I know you were waiting for this day, I know I ruined everything, I know you got mad at me, I know I cried, I know I've felt guilty, I know that I'm a total jerk, and I know we've apologized to each other.

But at the end of the day, nothing could break our relationship apart!

I need you and I can't live without you.

ILYF

Touchdown!

2011-03-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Home run! Sampai rumah finally. And i can't wait for this Sunday!

!!!YAY!!!

Hobby Time!!!!

2011-02-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a while and its been so long that the keyboard ( and the blog) has become dusty already..

Okay, now let's have a topic about hobbies. Well, I like music and I'm passionate about it. My friends are too, like Rifqi, Afi, Faiq and some. Honestly, I don't really know what I'm typing here. So, let's just end it.

Btw, to my closest friends, there will be a surprise here, BUT it's gonna take long sorry...

Back to Koleq!!!

2010-12-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

Frankly speaking, this is my first year that I really
can't wait to go back to school...

Can't wait to see my friends, but sadly its for three months only.

School's out?

2010-12-27T15:42:00.001+08:00

It was just like yesterday, when I step out of school thinking that it was my last day there. And then a few more days later I'll embark to Perak. Time really flies when you are having fun....

Deja vu!!!

The finesse art of Music

2010-12-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

Since I was a young boy, I've always listened to the sounds that passed by my ears. There's a saying stating that "where ever you go, music is all around you". Yeah, and I suppose somebody's fart being a melodical tune to listen to...

Speaking of music, I've taken very deep interest in this particular field. Yep, music is life. No doubt about it. Oh yeah, and Islam too! Don't forget religion. Back to the topic, music has made a deep crater into me, it has given me a gift that not every living soul on this beautiful planet would own. The gift of enjoying music. Thank you God and thank you music for being here!

We might enjoy the sounds of splashing waves by the shore, we might enjoy the sounds of the birds chirping, we might enjoy the sounds of the breeze rushing past by our ears, and we might enjoy the sounds of cars stuck in a dense traffic jam, and we call it MUSIC. Its what it is, subjective as you might say. Not all people would like the same songs. For instance, Muse is an alternative rock band and I love it, and Wonder Girls is a K-Pop group, and Maher Zain with his religious tunes. But, its BAD (yes, its bolded) to judge somebody's opinion on a song or a band..

See, I told you...

So, please understand that its not wrong to love music but it is pure wrong to judge music unless its a bad piece of record such as racist, drug abuse, religionist, sex stuff etc. Its not gonna be a way of life. Its just a hobby. Yes, a hobby. Just like collecting stamps or playing video games.

It's fine!!!

Dear Beloved Daddy..

2010-12-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

Dear Dad? Can I have one of these?

Roland TD-4K V-drum set..

Can I? Can I ? Oh please? Pweety please? I've been a good boy now. If not this model can I have this one?

Roland HD-1 V-drums Lite..

Okay, okay, I know you'll say that this thing is loud and so but I can play this through my headphones so only I can listen. And it has volume control too!! It's small and can fit in the trunk of a car (it can be disassembled), it can be played by the whole family and I can burn calories on the drums...

Please daddy??

For more info-> Roland HD-1/Roland TD-4K

Since I met you...

2010-12-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

For some reason, this masterpiece by Muse has my life into it...

"Map of The Problematique"
~Matt Bellamy~
~Dominic Howard~
~Christopher Wolstenholme~

Fear and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over

Damn, hiatus....

2010-12-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

After all these years, I never thought that my 15th year would be hellish enough. Exams after exams, this is way beyond my brain could handle.

But hey, look at the bright side, its all over...

Just wait and see bloody exams, 0812 is still waiting...

BTW, @Rifqi, @Faiq, @Afi, korg dg x mamat producer dlm vid ni tu kutuk Bilnk 182?

Gone mobile...

2010-03-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Maybe some people have been wondering where the hell have I been. The answer is 42... O.o

Just abit busy, I'll try to update this dusty blog from the PSP, yes you heard me right. Such tortury using this handheld, no keyboard, just an on-screen...

But hey, look on the bright side, tough hands and fingers...

'Till then....

LOMO!!!

2009-11-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

Looks like a new trend is blasting its way into the elegant 0812. Cameras are being something from the past now, I am starting to use a new type of cameras. Lomography! These type of cameras are the best kind of non-photoshop effects you can get.

4 more info - http://www.lomography.com

You'll get used to it...

The test of Francaise has ended....

2009-09-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

Well, after this morning I've finished my DELF A1 exam. It was fantastic, FRENCH IS FUN....

Sorry mom and dad for not telling ada International level exam pagi ni. Tapi lex, abg pass kot......

A random pic...

2009-09-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

Chimeran Goliath...

Just a random picture...

bored to death...

2009-08-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

The saying 'time flies when you have fun' doesn't apply here at Koleq. Anything or everything you do is just the same. Especially in this fasting month, you got nothing to do.

Waiting for the nice sound of the siren from Bukit Chandan.

It's kinda handy if you have some kind of handheld entertainment

like a DS or a phone, unfortunately you can't bring your phone to school. And fortunately, a PSP can but then it's so boring when you've beaten the same game over and over again...

I'm waiting for my time....

A bit tensed...

2009-08-26T10:24:00.000+08:00

After a while with our Custodians, we were abit off to the edge due to the fact that a lot of crappy stuff have been publicized to our school thus tarnishing our precious 0812 (refer last post) ...

Well, the story started like this. *flashback starts*

Such a lovely/creeepy view.
Brings me bad memoirs...

One morning, it was Saturday so it was darned inspection day. My dorm passed with sparkling colors *literally* so we went down for our weekly assembly in the room *snicker*. It was all normal until one of our Custos announced this particularly intruiging story. Well, we were not suprised our warden stood up and said "This must be brought forward to the Vice Principle of Student Affairs" and then BOOM it was like something out of the ordinary because cases are once in a green moon.. This wasn't the catch yet, after a week or so, one of the 'mulut tempayan'ed custodian spread the story. The whole school is now 'usha slack' towards 0812, including the teachers. This brings a very ******* effect towards us....

This is a picture that I took after the assembly,
it eased my tense abit...

Wow, shock value...

2009-08-17T13:54:00.000+08:00

Urgh, people nowadays don't really look inside something before doing it. That is what's happening to my batch and my school. One of our not-so-beloved prefect reported something unpleasung about my batch and it spreaded like wildfire. Well, this is a short post so, thats the end...

Random POST.....

2009-07-22T21:46:00.001+08:00

A neat post of randomness...
I DONNO WHAT I TALK ABOUTTT...
LOLZORZ>>>...
LeetHaxorzz...
l337HaXorZ...

I LOVE CZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Balik dah..

2009-06-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

Setelah dua minggu kita bercuti.
Tiba masa untuk pulang
Pulang ke taman ilmu dan iman.
Dengan perasaan hiba,
Ku melangkah kembali
Kembali ke alam ilmu
Bakal pulang pada bulan Ramadhan
Puasa menanti menyambut,
Kepulanganku yang dinanti-nantikan
Tidakkah,
Kau rasa keperitan
Yang ku hadapi selama ini?
Yang ku rasai selama ini?
Yang ku redahi selama ini?
Selamat tingal negeri Ehsan.
...

By- Wankoleq...

Back from the East...

2009-06-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

After a while staying home, littering the floor with packs of Pringles, we decided to go to my dad's hometown, the East Coast. Oh, how I missed the sound of the white horses splashing the shores of the Kemaman beaches.

Well, I dunno what to type... It was such an adventure for my family and I. Umm, how about I spam this post with pictures and let them tell thier own stories. So, let's start...

That's me, slacking off...
(the biggest)

My siblings eying n buying a kite...

Now is the time to fly the kite.
(Not to mention, I had a 26.4 ft run in attempt to catch that kite when I acciddentally let go of it)

An eagle soaring above the skies...

My little brother creating
a little pool for himself...

Well, now he's enjoying in a 'real' pool

I saved the best for last...
My personal...

Gonna be home

2009-05-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

LOL, now I'm at school. And I got some time to kill by hacking the school's computer system.

Well, just wanna type short. So hi dad and mum. Tiket bas dah habis, waaaaaaaaa!!!...

Abg tanya Faiq and he said " i dunno lagi lah, If I can I tell you"... Wow, effective sangat....

Eventhough it's almost freedom, the darned exams are killing me. I need something to kill my time.

Ooops, kantoi dengan cikgulah buat post ni... Nantilah... Bye mum and dad, luv you...

Long time...

2009-05-03T10:13:00.001+08:00

It has been a loooooonng time since I've edited this blog. I'm not gonna type for long but this will suffice.

I've been through many obstacles in my life. Heh, debating has ben a fun thing. Sadly, we are not ready for the big game. We lost the Octo-finals...

The banner...

It helps release what in your mind by debating you know. Well, today, I will be heading back to my not-so-beloved land of Perak....

I'm not in the mood to type long like stated b4. BTW, I'm in Facebook...

L33tHaxorz Facebook

Add me - syazwanbahri@gmail.com

Masterpiece...

2009-03-29T12:21:00.001+08:00

Arts is a very interesting subject. We can see a lot of artistic values anywhere on the face of the planet. Drawing is considered artistic. It is just the matter of people likes it or not. Drawing require a bunch of skill. Some are born with it, some are just, lack of talent. So, my friend is a prodigy of arts in my batch. Fortunately, he stays in the same dorm with me. LOL. My dorm is a masterpiece.
Even in the bus, he draws.

Me: I'm tired
Him: Hey, do you have a hardcover book?
Me: Yeah, what for?
Him: I got a piece of paper
Me: Uhuh...
Him: I'm gonna draw something, dummy.
Me: Oh, here you go *gives notebook*
Him: Thx.
Me: You love drawing. Even in a bus. Don't you get motion sickness?
Him: Nope.
Me: Okay *goes to sleep*

A few minutes later...

Me: WOW!!! L337HAXORZ...
Him: What?
Me: You drew a pic of Kratos and a random dude...
Him: Yeah, so?
Me: Kewl... Can I borrow it? I wanna blog about it...
Him: Sure, just take care of those masterpieces.

...

The God of War...

Some random dude...

The Game of Frustration...

2009-03-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

Based on today's topic, what do you think about it? Video games, board games... Maybe, puzzle games? Umm, you got the gist of it, it's a kinda puzzle... What puzzle? Jigsaw? Brickset puzzle?
It's a Rubik's cube... LOLZORZ... I bet no one could ever solve it in under 10 seconds. Well, I'm wrong, Erik Ajjerson (correct me if I'm wrong) solved it for 7 seconds plus!!

I solved my Cube for 4 minutes tops. 7 minutes average... I'll post a vid if possible...

My Cube in a solved

state...

Look at my cube. It's already in a sorry condition. LOL. It's after solving that a hundred times.
Still, it provides the best kind of entertainment you could ever find provided you know how to solve it. If not, well it's time to learn how. I'm not gonna teach you since I'm not qualified to teach. Well, I could be considered a pro too you know...

A very nifty pattern
I invented myself...

Heheheh, you get the point. Wanna play the cube online? Click here. You own one but you just can't solve it no maater how. Well, click here. So, time for me to get ready for my dinner...

Home Sweet Home!

2009-03-26T11:52:00.000+08:00

Fheww, after a while staying at school, I feel retarded and tired. Maybe it's coz' of fatigue or the chilling temperature we had to endure every morning...

After a while at home, I feel relaxed. But something's missing... Ummm, cat got my tounge...

MY PARENTS!!!1!!111! No wonder I feel so voidish. Today, they are coming back from the land of the Winter Sonata...

I'm waiting for them... And, I hate waiting... So, give me some time to relax and play my PSP...

Lights Out!!!

2009-03-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Are you afraid of the dark? We better enter it now before we enter it later... Ever heard of Earth Hour? Well, according to my debator's instict, 20% of you have...

Second questions is, do you knpw what it is? Well, let's have a brief introduction...

This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, between Earth and global warming.

For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009.

This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the world to make their voice heard.

Earth Hour began in Sydney in 2007, when 2.2 million homes and businesses switched off their lights for one hour. In 2008 the message had grown into a global sustainability movement, with 50 million people switching off their lights. Global landmarks such as the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, Rome’s Colosseum, the Sydney Opera House and the Coca Cola billboard in Times Square all stood in darkness.

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 74 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.

We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.
Not
VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

Not so brief.... Make sure you follow us...

Dark cities. Bright ideas...

Last Editable Day...

2009-01-31T20:30:00.000+08:00

Well, like everybody knows time flies when you're having fun. This sadly applies to my life. I remember my first day stepping home last week for the CNY occasions. Then it's today. Tomorrow, I will embark to the Royal Town of Perak...

Ace Combat Fanaticz... That's an F16c Fighting Falcon (green and red)

Like all Bloggers would say, "look on the brite side of life"... I am glaring at it, and stare back at me. But like a fellow blogger of mine would say 'life is 'life'. Remembering those times when I kill some time with my family, mashed the buttons of my PS2 with my fellow friends, beat my lil' brother up with a hockey stick. Well, not a real hockey stick, a toy one... And he cried like hell...
Well, my lil' brother (who I've beaten) is very addicted to the MMOG game, Habbo...
So, my time is up. I should get packing for tomorrow... Bye for a whole month...

Nice feature...
Addition to the fountain is
some walking humans...

Back from School...

2009-01-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

Well, such a long time away form the Internet... I'm back from my school... I've shoulda post this on Thursday, the first day I arrived home... But my brothers conquered the freaking computer. So I was left to nothing except my trusty Playstation Portable a.k.a PSP... But after all my hard work trying to connect to the web, I discovered that I can't post my posts on the PSP...

But now I can surf the Web anywhere I go with Wi-Fi. So, to all my Chinese friends and non-Chinese friends, Happy Chinese New Year. And, yeah, my birthday has passed before me and it left me waiting for another year... I'm officially 14 now and I feel wicked... BTW, has anyone noticed there was a solar eclipse on 27/1/2009, Tuesday... Oh, I saw it...

My birthday presents... Weirdly, somebody put
my watch upside down...

I feel as the world is getting faster. I remember my first day of receiving my privilege of being a "Budak Koleq" like it was yesterday... Well, time flies as you're having fun. I miss the old times, I feel kinda old. Not to mention how my dad feels by the way he blogs lately. I think is a waste to go have fun, no, not really... I was joking... My old phone got confiscated by my over-notorious teacher who we affectionately call *censored*... It starts with a Z and ends with and O.. Well, nobody knows who that is except my fellow schoolmates...

Look closely, a double rainbow...
The second one's really subtle...
(the one on top)

I found this one on my way back from my holiday trip with my family from Kuala Gandah... Well, after typing this... I'm off for my afternoon relaxation... Good Bye...

A piece of Heaven...

2008-12-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to a place (obviously) where raw fish and vinegared rice are united to become one... Well, this is not some unity scheme we're talking about. THIS IS SPARTA!!!! LOL, no, I was just joking... No Spartans involved...

So, back to the topic... My family and I went to Sushi King. After my family broke their fast (everywhere was full at the moment) at Sushi King without me (I was at MCKK back then), They promised to bring me with them, and they did... So, I had a good time with them. I feel I'm being loved. Wait, that just contradicts with the blog title... Well, that's just for naming a blog...

Wow, such blur faces.
Maybe are the aftereffects of wasabi...

I had a good time there. The fish were like "Food of the Gods"... Wasabi? Yeah, wasabi did me great, my nose wasn't bleeding from the spiciness of the green condiment. I think I have a pallate for Japanese food.

This is after a nice meal and some green tea.
We stacked alot of plates, and it's gonna burn
my dad's wallet...

First Years are The Best Years...

2008-12-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

MCKK, a Malaysian heritage and also a historical school... Built in 1905, a long time ago hence the design... So, speaking of which, there is where I receive my rightful education. Yes, I understand, it's a far place from where I live. I live in Selangor, but the 103-year-old college is sited at Kuala Kangsar, the Royal Town of Perak...

Well, it's a nice place to have education running through your mind. This is the alma mater of some prominent politicians. Wow, leader of a nation is a big job to handle, especially if you have a big family...

Speaking of the school, I'll talk about my life there and any other stuff. I'm from a pretty cool batch... Prep Schoolers (I don't know the real term) know me as Wan. I love my nickname for some reason...

Here's, my beloved dorm.
The most strategically placed dorm in Prep School.

My dorm consists of 22 persons including prefects who lovingly takes care of the student who reside in Prep School. Well, I am gonna miss this dorm after to new Form 2 life *sighs*. You should try and apply if you have the rights to go here. Two of my peers got interested in the school and enrolled due to following my footsteps...

My peers rocks my socks off for a smple reason... They care for each other, so a bond will appear as we continue our lives... Talking about my friends, here's a pictgure of them spending some quality time together at The Table of Brotherhood... Meh, that's just a normal table... METAPHORS ROCK...

The Table of Brotherhood...

Well, those are my peers playing a Game of Unity... Okay, okay, I'll stop with the freaking metaphors. It's just a game of carrom. I suck at the game (mind you, I don't suck at it that bad)...

I'd like to end my post with a good bye... Well, good bye...

A nice piece of mastery by Genesis...

2008-12-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

Well, here you have Genesis' masterpiece, it's from my favourite game Crisis Core Final Fantasy vii...

Here it comes!

Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.

Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.

Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.

Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely.

Act V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I think it really mirrors me quite well...

Hi !!

2008-12-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, you guys and gals may remember me from PSP Zealotz (CLICK IT, you know you want to)... It's me, DeathSharingan, the guy the lives in your room, under the closet... Meh, ramdomness, I kinda like it...

Well, after a while blogging the PSP way and my family addicted to this blogging fad and everybody in my family owns a blog. So, I decided to blog my personal affairs (mind you, don't get it wrong)...

So, I will own a nice camera and have nice pictures here... Well, get ready to enjoy my personal stuff...